my 2 theme songs

I'm not the type to get my heart broken. I'm not the type to get upset and cry'cause I never leave my heart open. Never hurts me to say goodbye. Relationships don't get deep to me. Never got the whole in love thing. And someone can say they love me truly. But at the time it didn't mean a thing.

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round. And deep inside, my tears. I'll drownI'm losing grip, what's happening. I stray from love, this is how I feel. This time was different. Felt like, I was just a victim. And it cut me like a knife. When you walked out of my life. Now I'm, in this condition. And I've, got all the symptoms. Of a girl with a broken heart. But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we "first kissed"?'cause it's hurting me to let it go. Maybe 'cause we spent so much time. And I know that it's no moreI should've never let you hold me baby. Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart. I didn't give to you on purpose. Can't figure out how you stole my heart.

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?I never meant to let it get so, personal. After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you. I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know. And I won't let it show. You won't see me cry.

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All day staring at the ceiling. Making friends with shadows on my wall. All night hearing voices telling me. That I should get some sleep. Because tomorrow might be good for something. Hold on. Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown. And I dont know why

But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell. I know right now you cant tell. But stay awhile and maybe then youll see. A different side of meIm not crazy, Im just a little impaired. I know right now you dont care. But soon enough youre gonna think of me. And how I used to be...me

Im talking to myself in public. Dodging glances on the train. And I know, I know theyve all been talking about me. I can hear them whisper. And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me. Out of all the hours thinking. Somehow Ive lost my mind.

But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell. I know right now you cant tell. But stay awhile and maybe then youll seeA different side of me. Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired. I know right now you dont care. But soon enough youre gonna think of me. And how I used to be.

maybe its look like im so "melow" or "cryeners". but, i dont want lying with my self. yes, that 2 songs. makes me feel better.