my 2 theme songs

I'm not the type to get my heart broken. I'm not the type to get upset and cry'cause I never leave my heart open. Never hurts me to say goodbye. Relationships don't get deep to me. Never got the whole in love thing. And someone can say they love me truly. But at the time it didn't mean a thing.

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round. And deep inside, my tears. I'll drownI'm losing grip, what's happening. I stray from love, this is how I feel. This time was different. Felt like, I was just a victim. And it cut me like a knife. When you walked out of my life. Now I'm, in this condition. And I've, got all the symptoms. Of a girl with a broken heart. But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we "first kissed"?'cause it's hurting me to let it go. Maybe 'cause we spent so much time. And I know that it's no moreI should've never let you hold me baby. Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart. I didn't give to you on purpose. Can't figure out how you stole my heart.

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?I never meant to let it get so, personal. After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you. I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know. And I won't let it show. You won't see me cry.

and

All day staring at the ceiling. Making friends with shadows on my wall. All night hearing voices telling me. That I should get some sleep. Because tomorrow might be good for something. Hold on. Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown. And I dont know why

But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell. I know right now you cant tell. But stay awhile and maybe then youll see. A different side of meIm not crazy, Im just a little impaired. I know right now you dont care. But soon enough youre gonna think of me. And how I used to be...me

Im talking to myself in public. Dodging glances on the train. And I know, I know theyve all been talking about me. I can hear them whisper. And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me. Out of all the hours thinking. Somehow Ive lost my mind.

But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell. I know right now you cant tell. But stay awhile and maybe then youll seeA different side of me. Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired. I know right now you dont care. But soon enough youre gonna think of me. And how I used to be.

maybe its look like im so "melow" or "cryeners". but, i dont want lying with my self. yes, that 2 songs. makes me feel better.

my softball and baseball team

LABS BLAST 2008 : SOFTBALL 2nd place and BASEBALL 3rd place

1. TRININDITA (dita)

2. GENUSCHKA (genus)

3. LUPITA (nimas)

4. ABSHARIN (una)

5. JASMINE (jaja)

event (labsblast) : at february 2008

yeah! im free!

i love today! this is the time im waiting for a long time! i feel so free.
now, i'm not worry if i saw or listen something that have connected with him.
now, i cant do anything what i want. because im finnaly forgeted anything about him. thankyou god! i know i should to move on. i hope for next, everything will be better. and im sure for that. beacuse i believe and i love my GOD. :)

realize

i know, there is no forever thing in this world. and now, i felt . i was dumbed. and i crying everyday. maybe, at morning and afternoon when i have a lot of activities. i can forgeted that thing. but, when the night is come. i always start to thinking again and again about : why i should to felt this feeling? why i should to get all of this situation? i've tried so hard to give you the best thing that i can do. but, its like, you just play me, you never thinking what i feel.
maybe, its look like im so egois. because, i just thinking about me, not thinking about you. please god, im so tired. i just want to feel a happy life.

but, now i realize, that is not good for me, if i always cry, never accept the real situation. and i know, it will be useless. then, i understand what is the real about life. in this life, you feel something bad, but you will also feel something good. and if you get a very hard problems (something bad) and you got more and more bad. beside that, im sure there is a "happy life" waiting for you. and now, you can just across that journey with a big big smile. and you'll find your happy life.

maaf kalo bhs. inggrisnya agak kacau. lagi sedih soalnya.. :D

PUNCAK

I have a doll. his name is dodolipet. he has something a diferent colour on his one eye and his butt. he is very soft and his smell is good. even i rather to put him to washing machine :). And i always bring dodolipet in my trip. so, this is the picture of my doll.

this is another picture that i take when i was on holiday at puncak with my school friends. that hand is my hand i get that rose from the garden at my villa. the photos was edited by my friend. her name is shila.

party before independece day

i love fashion

my style is eclectic, this is my picture :

hello!

so today's my first day writing my own first blog.my friend helped and i'd really want to upload a lot but there are some problems with my cam so probably i'll upload more the next time. just wait till i update

more, enjoy guys :)

una.